the wound hurts once in a while,but i will try my best to cover it well..

yupps,accounts test is finally over,i hope i did well.after sooo long,i had a test,test always means bad experience for me!
and,yahs,before my test i was very nervous and noah bring being very nice wanted to call me to give me encouragement,but i told him:i very pek check now,dont talk to me then i said bye!
i think i was the worst girl out of all,i dont know why i said that out.sorry sorry!cause i really was too nervous i think.sorry noah tan!sorry!>,<

and after accounts,i went back msia and got a haircut!my perms are missing!can you believe it??!?!my hair is now only shoulder length now!OMG!

the angel who was sent by heaven..

as you all might have known,angel might not be doing very well in her health,the freaking blood report that freaks everyone out...
one of the components is like 1000++ but in normal dogs,it is only 59!!!!!!!!
it's such a huge difference!
i am going to bring her for a xray and ultrascan soon.i hope nothing is wrong.i hope the eport went wrong,i hope everything is just a nightmare where i will just slap myself awake.
i havent been talking ti him,for a very very long time.we have moved on,we have our own lives now...

the pain which i was trying to cover...

in fact,i havent got over it at all.i thought i had,i thought i had placed lots and lots of layers over the wound to make it less painful,to tell myself time will heal the pain.but it fact it hasn't.the pain is just right there,the miss is still there.but i guess i will really have to let go fully now,cause you chose where heart is now,and it's just right with her,she took over your heart.and yahs,i am feeling mixed now.i am happy for you,happy for her,but yahs,i feel that pain.

or maybe i had been trying to put up a show acting like i am okays when i arent?i don't know.but i think it doesn't matter anymore,you got your life,i got my life.i guess slowly,we might be the most distant friend that one could ever be.

at 12 when the clock ticks...

this is what i saw in chze hao's fb,this cute guy is falling in love! and i totally agree to what he says...
其实,想念一个人也可以是甜蜜的..因为这是单方面的举动,最私人的空间,别人拿不走也管不了..是一种不需要回应的乐趣：）
loving someone can be painful,it can be sweet. sweet+bitter=thats what ppl term as love.i lknow you love her

don't judge a book by it's cover..

i met up with beat rice ytd night! at 9+ pm at starbucks cause she want to lend my stats book to do the work,and we chatted till the cows came home..reach home around 12+,it's really interesting,we are in the same sch,same course,but we dont get to talk to each other.i think i am so dead.everyone's starting work except me!i think i must on my engine fast fast!!!!let is run at 4th gear!

oh ya~i am starting to love driving,it's so fun manipulating the gears,though it's scary,but it's really fun!:D
i got a superb instructor ytd,i was so happy!he didin't touched or say anything that made me feel uncomfortable,he taught me how to correct my mistakes and didn't waste any time with me!i like him!<3and,i am going driving today,i hope i get a nice instuctor too!hope i get sam loi,he is a good instuctor too!

went back to ijc with wormy ytd and met our dearest ms ang!we were jumping around when we saw her,i just love her!she made me got a B for chem,for U to B leii!(though that's the only good result)but i still wish to thank her for her patience...and wormy,i missed spedning the times with her.a simple meal,a feew hours of talk even under the sorching crazy sun,i enjoyed it...i love my wormy!

thanks for protecting me dearies...protecting me all kind of ways.thanks!:D

schools' starting and assignments are running in..

RUN run RUN~ assignments are rolling in and it's making me stressing up man.i dont know where to start,where to end,where to hide. i havent got adjusted to school and the next minute the projects are coming.and the ppl in uni are diff,very diff,esp guys, they have very distinct plans in mind of what they want and they are chionging straight there!(buff man esp) but i admire them,they are strong ppl with determined minds!

somethings are just best kept as memories;kept in the box tittled the sweetest memory...

the strong girl outside..

yeah,whoever you are,you are right,i am acting strong outside.but now,i am tired.tired mentally,i need a break.a break to take off all my strong exterior to cry out aloud once more.maybe just because i am sick now,i dont have the energy to fight the thoughts in my mind now.i will just quietly let my mind do the job of healing.time past,wounds heal.
call me silly,call my stupid.at 11.11pm/am,i heard from belle that whenever you see 11.11,angels are around you,make a wish and it will come true.i would always quietly pray for you,pray for you to get well.jiayous!(:i wishh to see my phone ring