oh my oh my~tomorrow and FRIDAY is my big day! also an important for wormy! (it's her surgery time!good lucks okaY!<3)
here is the plan for tmr, 10.18 is my grade 3 piano practical exam then after me is another girl's turn then it's my youngest sis turn.yes, its indeed very embarrassing to go for grade 3 exams at such an (old) age and what's worst?i am going in with my youngest sis.i feel double the stress as compared to last year. yes, you are right again if you remember i failed my grade 2 exam!:( i think i am the first on earth,and i cannot ever erase the image of the examiner's ( a Caucasian musician who can play so well!) face when he opened the door to call me in, cause the exam is held in a kindergarten music school! so when i was there, i looked like a retarded with few young kids around me and with all the very very cute drawings on the wall.i was way too too too over-aged for that!and, everyone had an accompaniment except me, i rush there and was soaked in sweat. sometimes i really feel the loneliness.... especially when everyone has their accompaniment except me. but this year, i have my sis, i should be grateful! but in the meantime, i am also afraid that she passed the test and i fail like last year!
Then after piano exams, i going to head down to driving practice, the last one before the second attempt of driving test.
sometimes i really think i am quite a failure,dont do well in studies and dont do well in other aspects also.
but i going to and need to be positive! I WANT TO DO WELL! please protect me!(; (:
