i know i am loved!:D

thanks ppl!!!really thanking from the bottom of my heart..
i guess sometimes we are just blinded by the fact that we are fortunate little bunch. we either take people for granted or we are just too busy in life to notice who is there to really care and love us,we never had the chance to thank that special friend or that special family member or that special someone,we always tend to realise we have alot to say to that person when we are losing them or had lose them.we only treasure when we lose it.

contentment makes you treasure,contentment makes you happy.i dont ask for more actually,i know i am leading a life that is just so fortunate,who friends who are loving and caring about me every minute,friends who get really flared up when i cry,friends who go all means to protect me using different methods,friends who hear me nag all night,friends who hear me cry through the phone,friends who stop my tears. AND AND!i got the cutest piano teacher who just flared up after hearing what the driving instructors did to me,he suddenly shoot up after hearing the story,he say "i beg you,can you please protect yourself?it's really dark out there,you dont know what the uncles are thinking out there,they are sick people,trust me!" i was like >.< really?!?! i am scared now!
live well and happy..cause that's my last wish..

the "i am fine girl"

i totally agree with belle's post about the "i am fine girl"
that's life,trying hard to cover every single upsetting part of it,trying to force myself to be happy when i aren't,i am doing all this to move on in life.maybe i am a fool,but that's just so me-Tan Yi Xi, the girl who arent really happy she is in somewhere in business,the girl who has a broken heart at the moment,the girl who is trying to forget what happened,the girl who will answer i am fine when ppl ask but actually deep down maybe not so alrights...

i have grown,we have all grown...

life's short,admit the fact. life's unpredictable,recognise the fact.

i have grown from the fall,i really sincerely wish the best for you guys!(: (wo kan hao ni men!)

i just got back from the orientation camp... and yahs...didn't see any fishes like you guys have thought.HAHAHAHAS! but i saw alot of PRETTIES!!!my group already got ALOT! pretty with or without make up,you name it,they have it man!:D
i think this sim life will be looking at pretty girls like i always did!but i love looking,it's okays!

how is it?it was pretty alrights,just that there was this part that guys starting sharing their army ghost stories that really freaked me out!and this ryan(single but cannot be available) just kept laughing at me,say i want hear then scared like dunno what.
and,he managed to realise my flaw-blurrrr after like talking to me for a few secs.my face was practically like =.=....i am not going to tell you my nickname!but thay manageg to guess it and just kept laughing non stop!
worst of all,he say he will "look after" me in class at least for a year,say he will look and laughh at me!>.<

best joke of the day:i placed my plastic bag the right side and the water from my soaked shoes are like dripping everywhere and i was showing ryan,jason and the rest.i said die liao,my plastic bag got hole is it?then beatrice is like trying to figure out the problem..and she suddenly shouted when she saw i put the plastic bag upside down,ie,hole is facing the down side.and yahs,there they go, laughing like mad,telling me good morning!!!

moving on...

tmr is a brand new start,a brand new beginning...i am moving on a new phase in life!(:

the strong Tan Yi Xi is going to a new phase of life..saying goodbye to the old Tan Yi Xi..

new life,new beginning,new reasons to smile....
to my friend: wo zhu fu ni men...

angel is 2 TODAY!

25th june is a brand new start!

time flies and angel is already 2 this year!i still remember the first time she stepped into our house looking like a small little rabbit hopping all around,trying to explore the whole new environment,i love her to the max max max!when she ate chocos,i was so upset till a couldnt concentrate in class,project meetings and my heart just keeps racing and i dont know where i got hte courage to quarrel with my mom,i told her if it cost me everything, i will still bring her to the vet.When i hear a phone call from home,i was crying in trains while looking through her pictures cause i thought she will be gone soon...

i hope she stays with us,forever,i hope reality wouldnt be that cruel...

named as an angel,but has an evilish character,that's my dearest dog-ANGEL TAN!

ANGEL Tan, HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!<3
jie jie ai ni ohhhs~

hey heys!i realise i got alot of dearies in my life..

min min aka meow,shu ling aka lao gong,vivien aka wormy!:D

these 3 dearies are always there with me!i am so touched by the every single word they say,the stuffs they do,the actions they take...it touches every single part of my heart!:DD

i have a better future waiting for me!i know that...

we are just friends, we will forever be friends,dont worry!(:

milk tea..

milk tea has a lot of flavours nowadays..
apple,chocolate,ovaltine...so yah,i am sure this cup of milk tea will just do well for you,dont worry yahs?
no matter what,no matter where,i will still be your mei mei that is going to support you!

JIAYOUS GOR GOR! q(o^^o)P

the taiwanese!:D

daddy's friend child from taiwan came over with his mom to find a place for him to study, and since it was sunday,it was time to go shopping! we went to vivo. saw a guy proposing to a girl in the middle of the whole shopping mall and everyone was like starring in amazement! such a sweet move right? but yahs,it's pretty shocking for the girl i think.i think she was still working as she was wearing her uniform!

this pair of mom and son are like friends! they go around kicking each other butts and bickering with each other yet when the mom really teaches the son sth,he listens!(: amazing right? (i hope next time i can have a family like that too!)

then yahs,this morning i went to AWWA for a briefing,saw the children there and they are really cute! i want to volunteer my time there next time!it's so cool~they have hyro therapy sessions and stuffs, and i saw a board for occupational therapy,which reminded me of the truth that i am not in that course anymore..

the best thing is before i slept ytd,i was scolded by my dad,being scolded by not being matured in thinking simply because i said that my bro's mindset was right. he wanted to work to get the stuffs he want and i think there is nothing wrong with it. so there came the debat,we were talking and quarreling.trying to convince whose idea was right.but yahs,i lost.i am the immature one....

friends that stayed by you...

i met with serene yeo shu ling ytd!<3 she is the biggest love of my life~~~
it feels so carefree talking to her,telling her this and that and she will always help me with lots of stuffs!it really feels so great to be with her!(:

and yahs,my wormy is downwhen my wormy is down,i will be too.we are the worms in each other's body!and yahs,she did a super cute and touching card for me last fri and i was so touched reading the stuffs she wrote.i tried cheering her up!but i think to no avail.sorry deary,all i can do is to stay by your side!i am always here alrights?(:

and mr glen tan!this very irritating guy, keep saying i am dumb dumb. but i know he dotes on this xiao mei mei here!jiayous in quitting smoking yahs!i know you can do ittt~ min min also supporting you!

glen-my friend.

OT vs Business

that's my life,struggling to choose one which i dont even know how to choose.
i love helping people,helping people is my passion,but i dont think i am strong enough to face the world of ppl who are less fortunate and when i hear their life events,i pretend i dont know them.
i am easily affected,i know that's for sure.

and glen,he told me i will be a good OT.it makes a difference to me.cause helping it from someone who has seen so many healthcare professionals is diffierent and i want to help him.i want to see him stand and run and even drive!but not speeding,okays?

my mind has been struggling with OT and Business for so so long.willi get to see the path ahead soon?
what is my career?WHAT IS my liking?i dont know.really....cause business is totally new to me.

it's time to review my class.

sch is always scary for me.

no matter how hard i seem to pray to get into a fun-filled class,i still roughly get into the same kind in the end( you know which on i am talking about,the competitive class which is very scary)  which i don't even know the reason,is it just my life?i shall continue pondering that.
but casting that aside,school's quite fun with the walking sticks and crutches we tried today!

and BEST OF ALL-i got to sit in the HOIST!i was like a big baby in the thing and the whole class staring at my butt cause the sheet wasn't covering it,so my butt was outside.i was the lucky one!i shouted so loudly i want when the teacher ask we want volunteer to sit in the hoist. i was shouting like crazy wtih eeling!!!fight there say i want,i want,i want!HAHAHAHAHS! fullof crap.

another thing,i really feel so guilty doing all sorts of shiity stuffs, i accidentally say out jie min's surprise to her bf!i feel like punching myself into my face!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haix,,,and secondly,i bad mouth her.i think i need to give her a new chance,she is really nice at times,but jie min say it isn't true.she only come close when she needs us.i am so confused by how the human mind works.can it be simplified?(: