in fact,i havent got over it at all.i thought i had,i thought i had placed lots and lots of layers over the wound to make it less painful,to tell myself time will heal the pain.but it fact it hasn't.the pain is just right there,the miss is still there.but i guess i will really have to let go fully now,cause you chose where heart is now,and it's just right with her,she took over your heart.and yahs,i am feeling mixed now.i am happy for you,happy for her,but yahs,i feel that pain.
or maybe i had been trying to put up a show acting like i am okays when i arent?i don't know.but i think it doesn't matter anymore,you got your life,i got my life.i guess slowly,we might be the most distant friend that one could ever be.
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