it's been a while since i hear from you boy..

it's been utterly shocking.

less than a year and now you have bid goodbye;and it's a everlasting goodbye.
the first time i placed my eyes on you,you were different,you looked like a malay and i happened to hear about your story about your background. i was not to mention about your family cause as s young boy,you know what was happening and i kept mum.

the 2/3 days at a famosa where i played with you,it was so happy,oh boy,now you are gone,it makes me realise how unpredictable life can be.i kept playing around with you,.taking care of you,bringing you for breakfast as though you are like the little bro of mine.and when someone asked you if i am pretty you just smiled and whispered the answer into your cousin's ear.at the night carnival,your cousin finally told me that you don't think i was pretty,true enough,it does hurt me a little but it's okays,i know it's the truth and i know you are the cute,innocent boy that i love. you taught me how to play nitendo's  cooking mama and it was so nice of you to lend me your nitendo to play.you may be that very distant boy,but i felt the special bond.

oh boy,now you are in a place where you might be happier,that will be the last and first time i see you.this is life;your life,you were a great boy and now you are a great angel.thank you for all the great memories,you may not be here physically any more,but you will stay alive in my heart and memories-forever.

boy,you will be missed.thanks for making the difference in our lives.i love you!<3