Do you hate goodbyes?

Goodbye,sayonara, zai jian...

time really flies,its April!my birthday month!but i aren't that excited cause firstly,i don't want to be 19 that soon,secondly,this year might just be a pretty lonely birthday with a brand new group of classmates in poly.
On top of my birthday, i might be leaving dad's company for long.it's been 4 months since i work;when i am quite used to the life in the company and just started getting along with everyone,i have to leave,SOON,REAL SOON. Goodbyes are really the toughest part, i know i will miss all the staffs,vera JIE JIE's straightforwardness,Jin Mei JIe Jie's cute way of speaking,Uncle Mus's Joke,Uncle Rosli's funny faces,Uncle Liew's smiles,Kuteh's fierce looks,Auntie Helen and her life saving(last min) calls,Uncle Jacky's handphone ringtone and his "LAI",Mr. Lim's optimism and jokes,Kelvin's word of wisdom, Ms Lim's quietness,Auntie xiao Hui's cute hairstyle,Stefanie's fluent way of speaking english,Uncle Jin Shi's tigerish voice,Ah wei's cheeky smile,ah feng's excuses,ah bin's "Ohs,Ohs"  and all these excludes my own family members(daddy,papa,Auntie Tracy,Uncle Ben,Uncle Woon,desmond gor). i have to leave soon,really would miss my dad's company,miss the whole crew,miss the place where i matured and grew independent.i knew i have cause i learnt how to handle cases,handle all sorts of customers.

But i hate GOOdbyes,it really makes me feel dejected.:(

Ytd vivien narly fainted,got the biggest shock of my life,i thought she just wanted to lean on my shoulder to rest when she felt even deeper into my arms and i saw her knees wobbling.My heart sank,i thought something was going to happen to my wormy.i quickly shout for help.luckily a auntie(indonesian/nurse to be) came over, the auntie/nurse made her a cup of SUPER DUPER sweet milo and after finishing it,her face totally changed,she was finally smiling!the best smile ever.:D wormy ahs,you must eat healthy food,no more KFC for you!

the world's changing,the modern are taking over the outdated.the shop houses opposite my house are gone :( the fruit stall and the small little store with fresh coconut juice are taken over by 7/11,wet markets are taken over by ss..Is this really the fate of the seasoned?Do the old have to make way for the young and advanced?Is this really what we want?a store without a tinge of tradition but a house full of cutting-edge goods and furnitures?convenient as the store might seen,but it still lacks the warmth of small shop houses.


 MODERN VS TRADITION,as saddening as it might seem,we can't stop the world from pursuing into another edge.