a time to cool..

ytd,4 nov 2010.
met up with my dearest and sweetest Ot-ians,they are still the same,the sweetest bunch of girls that never fail to lit up your life,their smile,their hugs,their words never fail to lit me up instantly! and i do remember evelyn asking me this qns: " do you ever regret going over?"
i stoned upon hearing the qns and dori was giving me the very sad look. and i told them,if i look back,i do i guess.so i forced myself to look forward instead of backwards,cause i believe what done is done. if looking back only bring lots of pain then try forcing yourself to look forward. thus,i will continue to work hard in this path that i chose,dont worry darlings!:D
we ate at yishun,walked around,bought stuffs,chit chat and had a very time catching up.next time must meet up with my "woman"-Chan Jie Min and Wan Li larhs! haven't been talking to them for ages too. Jiayous okays babes?i know you all can do it!(:
in the morning, i met up with my laogong(serene yeo).going out with her,talking to her is like talking to my own soul.she never fails to understand me,stand by me and hear me out.i just love her to the max max max! i hope she stay healthy,grow a bit fatter and stay happy forever.cause when she is happy, i am too!:D

and wormy,cheer up okays?you arent sily,you arent stupid,you arent foolish.i love you for the way you are,everyone got their limits,thei own choice,their own pace.i will stay by you to take those steps tgt,even if it a super tiny step,it's still an improvement!so dont give up!!you are doing great!wormy is here for you!I LOVE YOU!<3

EVERYONE, JIAYOUS OHS! ((((:

better off being friends.

we are better off being friends,are we?
i guess so,the words you say sought of ring a bell to me,the bell that woke me up.telling me we belong to a different world.we really would be better off being friends.

i know you will find someone better!(: i hope the best for you!

desaru!

went for a family trip to desaru~
guess what?the small dan xiao gui who dont know how to swim went to try driving jet ski and sat on a jet ski drive by a handsome instructor!:D it was so much fun!i nearly flew off the jet ski when he drove me then i was shouting like mad and hugging him so tightly from behind!

it's a fun trip with lots of drinking by the beach(drinking of the super salty salt water!)

lets go on another family trip again soon!i just can't stop loving this big big family!<3

Friends for life!:) love you babies!

人之所以快乐，
不是得到的多，
而是计较的少，
人之所以充实，
不是拥有的多而是奋斗的过程。
财富不是一辈子的朋友，朋友却是一辈子的财富，也许忙碌的日子让彼此疏远，但知心的朋友一生难忘，莫让时间冲淡友谊。
人生其实只有三天：
昨天！今天！明天！
愿你：
昨天值得回味！
今天尽情发挥！
明天充满机会！
我衷心的祝福你：
昨日开心，
今日顺利，
明日如意 :). Met up with min min darling and my honey bunny!:) I just love them soooooo much!thank you babes!meet up soonnn again~~~~<3

the life roller coaster!

yes!it is right,i am currently on this roller coaster that just moves forward,once in a while when i zoom past wheelchairs,falshes just keep running in my mind,life isn't the same anymore.it isnt that same without going to sch with wormy and sher,life isnt the same without min min and lili and faith around.but i just have to move forward. I made the choice that once in a while still makes me ponder if i am taking the right choice,i made THIS choice that made me pull my hairs when i am going stats and studying maths. BUT something that i wll not regret is knowing the every single one of the friends i know in OT and SIM too,they are really nice ppl with nice characters!(: i guess i am blessed!thank you for loving me everyone out there!<3

assignments and assignments and test PILING up UP and UP!

JIAYOUS PPL!<3

the wound hurts once in a while,but i will try my best to cover it well..

yupps,accounts test is finally over,i hope i did well.after sooo long,i had a test,test always means bad experience for me!
and,yahs,before my test i was very nervous and noah bring being very nice wanted to call me to give me encouragement,but i told him:i very pek check now,dont talk to me then i said bye!
i think i was the worst girl out of all,i dont know why i said that out.sorry sorry!cause i really was too nervous i think.sorry noah tan!sorry!>,<

and after accounts,i went back msia and got a haircut!my perms are missing!can you believe it??!?!my hair is now only shoulder length now!OMG!

the angel who was sent by heaven..

as you all might have known,angel might not be doing very well in her health,the freaking blood report that freaks everyone out...
one of the components is like 1000++ but in normal dogs,it is only 59!!!!!!!!
it's such a huge difference!
i am going to bring her for a xray and ultrascan soon.i hope nothing is wrong.i hope the eport went wrong,i hope everything is just a nightmare where i will just slap myself awake.
i havent been talking ti him,for a very very long time.we have moved on,we have our own lives now...